Lil Lotus has been played on NTS in shows including Full Moons w/ Alice Glass, featured first on 20 February 2022. Songs played include Girl Next Door.

John “Elias” Villagran (born 1994), better known by his stage name Lil Lotus, is an American rapper and producer from Dallas, Texas. In 2020, he formed the band If I Die First. Villagran is the band's lead vocalist, accompanied by emo rappers Lil Zubin (clean vocals and keyboard) and Nedarb Nagrom (guitar and clean vocals), From First to Last guitarist Travis Richter (guitar and unclean vocals) and Ghostemane backing band musicians Cayle Sain (drums) and Nolan Nunes (bass)….